All or Nothing

Happy summer :) It's been awhile, i know & i'm sorry.
My long distance unoffical relationship has come to a point where the decision needs to be made whether we're going to fully commit and take the leap of faith to be completly together, or never speak again. This decision won't be made for some time probably but I need to figure it out within the next few months because i need to know whether or not to apply to schools where he is, or not. Hard decision :/ but it definietly needs to be made. I can't keep putting myself through this misery of not knowing whether or not to hold on or move on.

any advice would be nice :) If you would really like to help and need more background info then e-mail me. sleepingbeauty@rome.com--stupid email but i havn't got around to changing it yet...so no judging!