Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Sometimes people you thought would never leave you, do. It's those people that you let all your walls down for, the people you shared everything with, the people that for a breif momment you truly believed you were safe with that can leave the deepest wounds and scars. Trusting another person is dangerous. & what i still can't figure out is why I trust anyone at all especially after dealing with continuous hurt and heartache. I'm not talking about the boy in the navy, although i have been hurt by him, it's mainly just the situation in general. That, and one of my closest friendships of 2 years just ended the other day without warning. That's the thing with friends and lovers, it all can end without notice, or warning in a heartbeat. You have no time to prepare for all the shit that comes with the departure and to be honest, it hurts so much because it's unexpected. I feel lonely and depressed. I feel abandoned.