Sometimes people you thought would never leave you, do. It's those people that you let all your walls down for, the people you shared everything with, the people that for a breif momment you truly believed you were safe with that can leave the deepest wounds and scars. Trusting another person is dangerous. & what i still can't figure out is why I trust anyone at all especially after dealing with continuous hurt and heartache. I'm not talking about the boy in the navy, although i have been hurt by him, it's mainly just the situation in general. That, and one of my closest friendships of 2 years just ended the other day without warning. That's the thing with friends and lovers, it all can end without notice, or warning in a heartbeat. You have no time to prepare for all the shit that comes with the departure and to be honest, it hurts so much because it's unexpected. I feel lonely and depressed. I feel abandoned.
-B. xx
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Aww that is so sad. Im sorry.
I know i've been there a few different times. Sadly.. with love and with friends.
it does hurt and it's unexpected it's harder. because you don't always get a say and it's random.
i'm still trying to figure out how to be ok with some of those and wonder if they will ever come back. because i miss them so much!
In my country Tunisia, we have a proverb that says: "illi ybiik bil fool, biiou bil kchour". Translation: "He who sells you for horse-beans, sells him for the peel of horse-beans!".
If a close friend hurts you, then be happy because it all came from him and not from you.
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Im sorry to hear about this, its sad when things that seem so good, just come to an end like that. Its hard to wrap you're mind around it all.
Hope you're doing ok xo
hey, where have u been girl? long time no post! don't lose hope
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